In the Midst of Everything

NOT feeling it.
So sick. So tired. So wasted. So lazy.
People are just people. Life is just life.
And I, am just I.
Where do I go? What do I do?
I don't even know. For some reason I just sit here and find myself repeating the same exact two words, "Now what?"
People don't care! I don't even care. Why the hell do I even pretend I care?
Clearly, I'm not a good person. Not nice, not cool, not pretty, not capable of being something great. Obviously other people have something more to life for. I'm bored and depressed and just not thriving for anything. I need help and I know it.
I made my statement.
Now what?